Our 2023 hunting season in Idaho... - 01/18/24
Well, the big game season in Idaho has come and gone. I'm left feeling equal parts melancholy and blessed. It simply wasn't a great year in terms of my individual success and I'm quite bummed redemption lies at least 10 months away. The upside is that for my small hunting group it was pretty spectacular on a couple of fronts. More on that in a minute though.
I guess it makes as much sense as anything to take these events chronologically. I should be happy I was able to hunt at all. In July of this year I suffered through my second knee replacement in the last three years. It wasn't awesome. It started out...okay. Lots of time in front of the TV with ice, discomfort, and boredom as my constant companions. A couple of weeks of mostly laying around followed by lots of days of working on range of motion. The bandages came off and what lay under them wasn't pretty....
The days craaaawled by. My goal was to simply take more steps each day than the one that proceeded it. I bought a fancy new watch to monitor my steps and hold me accountable. Progress was slow but steady. Range of motion is usually the biggest concern after these surgeries, and my beloved wife tortured me each day to ensure I got all of mine back. The range was there, but my usually stout quad was appallingly withered in short order.
Six weeks post-surgery and my PA said I could do "whatever I could tolerate"....meaning I was structurally healed as far as they were concerned. After being cooped up for weeks on end, I was excited to get out and do some scouting. A friend and I loaded up the bikes and hit the high country for some "easy" riding. It was a fantastic day in some beautiful country...right up until I crashed a mile from the truck. The pain was excruciating frankly. It was far worse than anything post-operative and the swelling was immediate.
I scheduled a follow up with the surgeon as soon as he could get me in to assess the damage. There wasn't anything OBVIOUSLY wrong, but the pain was awful in the weeks that followed. As a wise man once said, if you're gonna be stupid you better be tough.
October arrived and I headed up to the high country with great trepidation. I knew I was far from my best, and we hunt country that's simply unforgiving. The year prior I had killed a bull with 5,000' and 6 miles of packing per quarter...mostly without the aid of a trail. I didn't know what this season would hold, but I knew I didn't have that sort of range in me this year. Opening morning found me on one of my favorite perches glassing distant basins. Sure enough, I spotted several good bulls in the same vicinity as the year prior. I'd barely hunted a mile in that morning, and my knee was already throbbing so I watched the bulls with a heavy heart knowing I simply didn't have it in me to chase them. As the sun rose and shadows formed, I shouldered my pack and started back to camp with an idea forming that maybe I should just head back home. I was physically hurting and feeling as about as down as I get. My heart simply wasn't in it.
I returned to camp in a full-on funk. Father time is undefeated but this would mark the first time in 35 years of chasing elk that my body simply wasn't up to the task. It was humbling...and depressing quite frankly. I've long believed I was tough enough to endure anything to kill an elk. It was my calling card in fact. Other guys could shoot better, call better, glass better, etc....but no one was as willing to suffer as much as I was. I've killed a lot of bulls by simply wanting it more than the next guy. I kept telling myself it was temporary and that I could bounce back, but the pain was grounding me in a new truth.
My main hunting partner (Matt) has a lot of faults. He dresses like a color-blind pimp. He likes Star Wars and makes a LOT of stupid references to it. He INSISTS on talking about gross medical stuff as it's his profession. There are many days I question the choice(s) that led to him becoming my primary hunting partner. That day though, he was exactly what I needed when I returned to camp. He hadn't seen anything that morning, but returned to the wall-tent in a great mood simply happy to be in the mountains. No matter how hard I tried to wallow in self-pity, he wasn't having it. His optimism and genuine joy to be chasing bulls finally wore me down and I was forced to concluded my pity-party a bit early.
to be continued....
I guess it makes as much sense as anything to take these events chronologically. I should be happy I was able to hunt at all. In July of this year I suffered through my second knee replacement in the last three years. It wasn't awesome. It started out...okay. Lots of time in front of the TV with ice, discomfort, and boredom as my constant companions. A couple of weeks of mostly laying around followed by lots of days of working on range of motion. The bandages came off and what lay under them wasn't pretty....
The days craaaawled by. My goal was to simply take more steps each day than the one that proceeded it. I bought a fancy new watch to monitor my steps and hold me accountable. Progress was slow but steady. Range of motion is usually the biggest concern after these surgeries, and my beloved wife tortured me each day to ensure I got all of mine back. The range was there, but my usually stout quad was appallingly withered in short order.
Six weeks post-surgery and my PA said I could do "whatever I could tolerate"....meaning I was structurally healed as far as they were concerned. After being cooped up for weeks on end, I was excited to get out and do some scouting. A friend and I loaded up the bikes and hit the high country for some "easy" riding. It was a fantastic day in some beautiful country...right up until I crashed a mile from the truck. The pain was excruciating frankly. It was far worse than anything post-operative and the swelling was immediate.
I scheduled a follow up with the surgeon as soon as he could get me in to assess the damage. There wasn't anything OBVIOUSLY wrong, but the pain was awful in the weeks that followed. As a wise man once said, if you're gonna be stupid you better be tough.
October arrived and I headed up to the high country with great trepidation. I knew I was far from my best, and we hunt country that's simply unforgiving. The year prior I had killed a bull with 5,000' and 6 miles of packing per quarter...mostly without the aid of a trail. I didn't know what this season would hold, but I knew I didn't have that sort of range in me this year. Opening morning found me on one of my favorite perches glassing distant basins. Sure enough, I spotted several good bulls in the same vicinity as the year prior. I'd barely hunted a mile in that morning, and my knee was already throbbing so I watched the bulls with a heavy heart knowing I simply didn't have it in me to chase them. As the sun rose and shadows formed, I shouldered my pack and started back to camp with an idea forming that maybe I should just head back home. I was physically hurting and feeling as about as down as I get. My heart simply wasn't in it.
I returned to camp in a full-on funk. Father time is undefeated but this would mark the first time in 35 years of chasing elk that my body simply wasn't up to the task. It was humbling...and depressing quite frankly. I've long believed I was tough enough to endure anything to kill an elk. It was my calling card in fact. Other guys could shoot better, call better, glass better, etc....but no one was as willing to suffer as much as I was. I've killed a lot of bulls by simply wanting it more than the next guy. I kept telling myself it was temporary and that I could bounce back, but the pain was grounding me in a new truth.
My main hunting partner (Matt) has a lot of faults. He dresses like a color-blind pimp. He likes Star Wars and makes a LOT of stupid references to it. He INSISTS on talking about gross medical stuff as it's his profession. There are many days I question the choice(s) that led to him becoming my primary hunting partner. That day though, he was exactly what I needed when I returned to camp. He hadn't seen anything that morning, but returned to the wall-tent in a great mood simply happy to be in the mountains. No matter how hard I tried to wallow in self-pity, he wasn't having it. His optimism and genuine joy to be chasing bulls finally wore me down and I was forced to concluded my pity-party a bit early.
to be continued....