I sit here attempting (feels like I'll never actually do it) to become sober and I'm nothing short of ashamed when I stop and think that people actually associate me with these type of lyrics. All the things I've accomplished in my life mean nothing. At the end of the day people see me as nothing more than a smart-ass drunk. Not only online, but in my day-to-day life as well. And that's a reputation I've come to deserve.
A person most certainly reaps what they sow and my life has become a reflection of this.