OK, OK,..... what I'm trying to say is if I can't start tying when a swap is starting up, I just wont join. No offense, I have just been terrible on the last few and have been lame in doing my part.....and I might loose a dozen or so again.
Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other the person to die ......
"When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me."
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