I carry what I WILL carry, not leave in the safe! That means mostly my 431PD with C-T laser grip or Series 80 Govn't .380 with Colt marked Laser-Max unit.
I can hit well with either even under stress and loaded with Cor-Bon ammo feel quit happy with my choice.
Yes I would carry the Commander .45 but with my orthopedic problems it is quite wearing.