My thoughts and prayers are with you. BUT .... don’t throw the towel in. PLEASE .... PLEASE read the story of Joe Tippens on his web-site linked below. If you want to discuss the treatment protocol in more detail (which is backed by solid scientific evidence ... and can be used as an adjunctive therapy in addition to conventional chemo therapy) please contact me privately.
See:
https://www.mycancerstory.rocks/
