I want to offer a sincere thank you to all who have posted or PM'd words of support and encouragement. I am touched.
I was going to go shooting with her this morning. She called it off with a migraine. That's another malady she suffers. I do as well. I guess I marked her good unfortunately. I did have a long phone conversation with her when she shook her migraine. She is willing to let me install the device. She has not done the post rehab maintenance she is supposed to do. She seemed sincere when she told me she was going to start. She feels a tremendous amount of guilt. I assured her that I was in no position to judge her, just love and support her to the best of my ability. I hope that she can free herself from the burden of shame. That can be a horrible burden to carry and it absolutely stands in the way of recovery.
