If hating me makes everyone feel better I am still doing a service. The ones hating me are feeling better by their hating me and I feel better by seeking help so we both win.
Hate is a consuming thing. Like a fire consumes wood and leaves only ashes to be discarded.
Sorry me trying to turn around is still fodder for the Hate Mill.


I AM THE GOOD FRIEND OF RENEGADE50.
HE MENTORS ME.
HE PUNISHES ME WHEN I AM WRONG.
HE CALLS ME OUT WHEN I AM LYING.
HE CARES GREATLY ABOUT ME.