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Actually, looking back to my only ex looong ago I blamed her for a lot of things that were my fault and she did the same to me. Neither of us was ready for marriage but neither realized it. I could argue some of the details but it would be a futile waste of emotion. Had each of us been attentive to God's will in our life rather than our own hedonism we could have avoided a lot of discomfort. I have a strong feeling this would have resulted in each going our own way to begin with. Have not felt ill will toward this woman for a long, long time and wish her Godspeed in life. Some things you just have to face, accept and get over. That is simply not where I was meant to be. Today I have children I wouldn't trade for the world and a wife that honestly deserves better. Though far from perfect I try my best to acknowlege God's will every day and am better off as a result.
