it wasn't any great feat to knock off the beer,I was going a little overboard and I put a stop to it.1Ak makes a good point on her perception.Issac and TolTecgriz have given me some things to think about also.
this situation has alot more factors involved than me drinking a six pack in my basement at night.I have removed that factor and am working on others.

I thought it was odd that in the counselors preamble he said"I have never taken a drink in my life and I feel nobody should either"
the reason he wanted to make sure I wasn't drinking is because he want's to put me on meds for depression,that seemed odd also.

don't take that drug,take this one.