Oh boy, as the fire turns, some days this place is like a soap opera.
Believe me, I would have rather just let this go, but twice since I backed out on the deal cisco1 has found somewhere I posted and basically called me a liar and said that my word was no good. Once was in the classifieds.
I did hate that this deal didn't happen and at fist did feel like I was breaking my word. A bit later I realized that I gave my word to pay Cisco1 X amount. I did not agree to pay someone else I had never heard of. I now do not feel like I broke my word because he changed the terms of our deal.
