I will have one for you now and on Nov 10 next month.

It must have been quite an emotional ride for you. To be where you are at now, and to remember what went through your mind when you for got the news, must feel AWESOME.

You already know this, but this experience changed your perspective on life.

"...aspire to live quietly, and to mind your own affairs, and to work with your hands, as we instructed you, so that you may walk properly before outsiders and be dependent on no one." - Paul to the church in Thessalonica.