Rolling Thunder strives to put it off as long as possible. But his need for self loathing/self humiliation builds up until he has to check into the 24 Hour Campfire and get his fix.
People who have his affliction, as sad as it is, has a ready available set of circumstances to work with these days.
He sides with the Communists in the Democratic Congress, then finds a forum of conservatively minded people where he prostrates himself before the assembly and soaks up the abuse from them that he thrives on.
His mindset is very similar to a woman who seeks out a series of abusive relationships.
It's bad enough when a woman does it. But some of them are wired so that their natural submissive nature goes off the rails and becomes something unhealthy.
A male has to have extremely dis arrayed wiring to engage in the same behavior.
It's pathetic to witness.
