One never knows their inner strength until circumstances require them to lay waste to the land around them. For example, during my first mission in Nam I found the circumstances so nauseating that when the little hordes started shooting at us I threw up all over them. They stopped shooting instantly. I pray they didn’t suffer too long. The next day there were bodies and dead livestock everywhere.
The Air Force wanted me to ride in the belly of a B52 but I told them to fug off.