Yea,I'm crazy but loving it! 2 years ago I was a 360 lb dying man. Today I'm 170 lbs and faster and fitter than I have ever been in my life at 52 years young.
I read your story here.It must have been a difficult journey and one,I'm sure, you'll never have to take again.
Your story reminds me of this film.
Fat,Sick and Nearly Dead.https://vimeo.com/147549662
