So sorry, it doesn't get any easier!!!! Leaves a big hole in ya. I'm so full of holes now at 69 that I'm surprised I don't fn leak! They say time heals, (bull chit) !!! I still miss every single one!!! So sorry for your loss. Bill out. πŸΎπŸ‘£πŸΎπŸ‘£πŸ‡¨πŸ‡¦