Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men.
And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the world to come."
You sound like you are condemning yourself and judging yourself.
YOU are the blasphemer.
Tell us all honestly now...
Are you an accredited minister, reverend, preacher, priest, or otherwise associated with any given denomination of God's churches?
You have a theology degree?
Please enlighten us as to what church has made you a minister.We all would like very much to know.