I'm drinking too much lately .... since my Brother and Dad passed away last month, I'm drinking too damn much.

I've gotta figure this out, gotta get through the heart cathe tomorrow, gotta quit staying in the same room with my wife when she's watching those damn cheesy Christmas movies, got to get my mind on something else.

I'm hungover this morning, this makes the second time in the past ten days and that's not like me .... this isn't doing me any good at all. I gotta get over it.

Meaness ain't the way to go. Anyone who just lost their Dad, don"t watch the new Christmas Story Christmas movie ... no matter how much your wife insists to get in the holiday mood.

Going for a walk with my dog. I'm too old to be doing this stupid $#!+. Strange though, I feel better this morning somehow. Ready for tomorrow.


What you think about, you do ... what you do, you become.
In a nation where anything goes ... eventually, everything will. We're almost there.