KyJelly,
Don't be soooo hard on yourself,there's no discounting how VERY real your Professional Victim Status is,nor the veracity of your Hurt Feeler Reports,as you Melt aloud...you "lucky" kchunt. Hint. Congratulations?!?
I reckon it ain't very "fair" at all. Hint.
Bless your poor poor(literally) heart,for Whining,Crying and Trying.
Hint.
Fhuqking LAUGHING!.................