Dear John,<P>I am deeply troubled by the comment I made last night about the reply you gave me. I only read your reply once and took affense to it. After reading it a few times over, I realized you were not trying to bad mouth me but instead encourage me to look at the bright side. If I affended you in any ways shape or form, I truely apologize for it. I realized I acted in a childish manner and was not thinking about what I said. Maybe I should be the one to think before I speak. To everyone else I might have affended by replying the way I did to the reply I am sorry to. I can't justify my actions and there are no excuses, only the apology I have just made. Sorry once again.<P>86