I guess the short answer is hobby but as with any hobby I want to be better at it than I am. A few years ago I realized I didn't know as much about training horses as I thought I did. It is a dream of mine to be able to make my living training horses. I'm not there yet but I do earn about half of what I make at the ambulance service with horses now.
I did the same with gun stuff too. Learned to load shot some decent groups hit a few targets out to 5-700 yards and thought I was a benchrest shooter.....when I accepted I didn't really know what I was doing I was able to learn a few things...haha
