after doing Kenpo for a long long time, I realized that the jujitsu boys would kill you if they got you on the ground! Awesome that your doing the grappling!! Now too old and too slow I just go to the gym (strength and cardio) with crossfit. If your not in reasonable shape physically and mentally well then...have another beer....
All of us like to think we are a cross between Wild Bill Hitchcock shooting aspirins out of the air and Daniel Boone knocking squirrels out of a tree free hand at 100 yards...when in reality it just ain't so, TV don't help folks with pistols shooting knives out of hands at 25 yards etc.
Then there is that adrenaline thing that really throws a wrench in it...
