No need to burst outta yet another closet,despite your Homoerotic Fantasies,being the only thing you can speak to in the first hand. Congratulations?!?
Bless your heart for TRYING.
Hint.................
Brad says: "Can't fault Rick for his pity letting you back on the fire... but pity it was and remains. Nothing more, nothing less. A sad little man in a sad little dream."