I feel bad for some of the forum members here who have such a dim view of Catholicism. Many of you appear to assess it through the limited prism of your experience. Sad lives. However, two persons readily available I enjoy watching are Ravi Zacharias and Alistair Beeg both of whom can be found on YouTube for access to much of their previous delivered messages. Have a look for a while with an open mind. Either way, one day all questions will be answered.
