thanks s kane and godogs.i lived with severe depression for a few years many years ago.it manifests in many different ways in different people..you cannot fully explain it as it is not just about feeling sadness.to much to try and explain in this brief text..medicine saved my life.i would not been able to continue with it and would not of survived my battle without the life saving meds.there are those who try many different meds and still suffer so deeply.he built a rifle for a close friend years ago.phenominal it was and is..god rest his soul..just horrible to the core.
