I am 40. Experience in retail and restaurant and QC management. Spent 13 years in insurance. Can type and build my own computers. Got 3 years of college in communications (outdated print journalism which is why I didn't bother to finish).
I have hired and fired and handled a ton of money and responsibility.
Just tired of corruption and nepotism and burned out with working with the public.
Thank you sir. At 40 you have a great opportunity & time to find another career. But seeking a better employer might be the solution. Or not. Your initial desire for guidance or counseling is well warranted. That, & a lot of searching on your own. I wish you well & another path is sometimes needed.