Tough spot Rocky. Easy to give in. Don’t! Keep going and look forward to each hour, day, week, month, etc…. .
I’ve experienced similar “tough spots”. Although likely much younger than you at present I can relate to the feelings of doom. Do what you can each day and revel in the accomplishments.
Careful with the opioids, easy to get a false sense of well being. Don’t get me wrong, they are helpful and necessary in situations. Just recognize when their use is counterproductive. Fine line.
Wish you well and hope to continue reading your posts here for many years to come.
