I'll be praying for you. I lost my wonderful and beautiful wife and best friend 2 years after 34 Blessed years. I miss her every day and I cannot tell you how long it takes for the pain to ease. I guess God needed another Angel.
With tears in my eyes I send my condolences. I also was in your shoes 4 years ago when my wife of 30 years died. It will get easier with time. The good memories will shine thru with time. God Bless.