It's your Imagination,simply Pretend with it as you MUST. Congratulations?!?
I enjoy that your Melting Snowflake Routine,sure in the fhuqk is no "act".
Bless your heart.
Hint...................
Brad says: "Can't fault Rick for his pity letting you back on the fire... but pity it was and remains. Nothing more, nothing less. A sad little man in a sad little dream."