It's your Imagination,simply Pretend with it as you MUST. congratulations?!?
Your Insecurities and Dumbfhuqktitude rest solely upon your narrow shoulders.
Bless your heart for CRYING though.
Hint.
Laughing!................
Brad says: "Can't fault Rick for his pity letting you back on the fire... but pity it was and remains. Nothing more, nothing less. A sad little man in a sad little dream."