Ak,
You rejected my message which IS CHRIST.
You think to justify yourself by putting me down?
What makes you 100% certain that you are going to heaven?
I'm thinking DBT and mauserand9mm may have a better chance of salvation than you but then I don't understand your motives and pathology and for all I know the Lord may forgive you. For all I know Paul and Pilate may have repented and received salvation. I wonder if Judas may have been forgiven. He certainly exhibited remorse, confessed his wrong, and committed the ultimate in repentance.