I should also add that I recognize that the adrenaline rush I experience is not fear, rather it's an overabundance of energy that I attempt to restrain. I had someone tell me that pressing the "go button" results in a smooth adrenaline flow, but I'm not sure how to do that and what the result would be.


l told my pap and mam I was going to be a mountain man; acted like they was gut-shot. Make your life go here. Here's where the peoples is. Mother Gue, I says, the Rocky Mountains is the marrow of the world, and by God, I was right.
- Del Gue