Pardon Reality,making you sooooo very uneasy,for WELL founded reason(s). Hint. Congratulations?!?
You "hard chargers" really get "after it"!
Bless your heart for TRYING.
Hint.
Laughing!.............
Brad says: "Can't fault Rick for his pity letting you back on the fire... but pity it was and remains. Nothing more, nothing less. A sad little man in a sad little dream."