You owe it to yourself and your loved ones to check it out and weigh the options. It could be something caught early and easy to fix. The longer you wait the worse it will be. Good Luck and God Bless.
Yes.........at the very least, go see a doctor and get yourself checked out. While there are none of us who have any sort of an idea as to how you feel, and how you really see life, just remember one thing.......there is no gift from God any more precious than that of life. He have you life, don't just decide to end it without giving yourself a fighting chance.
