Living after your wife has passed away.
Hang on, time will ease the pain of loss some. I lost my first wife of 15 years, she was only 37.
I wont worth a cup of cold piss for a year. I finally decided she would have wanted me to go on living and enjoying life. I still think of her at times and even try to look after her elderly mother some since her brother's are almost useless.
Go fishing, stay busy even if its work.
You are in our father's grip even when you feel lost.
