Anyway, I'm rambling. I don't really know why I posted about my situation here.
Again, thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
Shaun
There is a process in that rambling...
I am all over the map on stuff like that sometimes...
You will find a way...
The one thing for sure... is that you Loved your wife with great conviction.
Not everyone has that... nor can understand it. There is great Honor and Pride in deep Love.