And honestly, i feel schitty and really indifferent/ un excited about it
Felt the same way with my girl on the first one and again on the second one. I wouldn't trade either one of them for a boy.
To be honest I was pretty indifferent about my kids until they started interacting with me. I didn't really form a bond with either of them until they were 2 to 3 years old. Moms are different, they love them instantly, dads are genetically programed to not give a fugg.
