Pardon Reality upsetting you so. Congratulations?!?
It is NO fhuqking "wonder",why you are relegated to riding the pine,Licking Windows and stealing pics.
Bless your heart.
Hint.............
Brad says: "Can't fault Rick for his pity letting you back on the fire... but pity it was and remains. Nothing more, nothing less. A sad little man in a sad little dream."