I wish others could write this coherently!! Very well written.
kaywoodie,
see #4 on Doc's first numbered list in his post.
Wish all you want, until that issue is addressed it's not going to happen.
Geno
The desert is a true treasure for him who seeks refuge from men and the evil of men. In it is contentment In it is death and all you seek (Quoted from "The Bleeding of the Stone" Ibrahim Al-Koni)