Crazy psychology, & not trying to make it about me.
But I have a history of chit happening after I'm disengaged or too old to participate. I could bore you to tears of the events that have happened to me this way. It's so regular that I've come to believe in it.
Been saying for 30 years, after being a halfazzsed prepper for a long time that ""the chit will hit the fan when I'm too old to participate" At best, I'll still be here only to have chit I've prepared for for 40 years kick my as & I can only watch.
Hint; I'm nearly 68 & my running & gunning days ae drawing nearer.
