That is you. I am sorry to hear of your situation, but I still believe that a lot of it is being scared. Fear of needles. Fear about AZ, and whatever the anti-vaccers are worried about.
Since you wish to share your situation, I will share mine. I am an insulin dependent diabetic, and take 5 to 7 needles a day. And get all the requisite tests.
Sometimes you just have to do what you have to do.
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I think this is quite a bit of projection on your part. You want everyone else to Obey! due to your own fears. Instead of going to the range every day, why don’t you stay home, order your groceries delivered and let everyone else get on with their lives?
