Life throws us serious curve balls. I was just starting to make really good money when my heath problems overwhelmed me. Decide what you can control and what you can't. Try not to waste too much time worrying about what you can't and make some positive goals with what you can.
Its hard to shift gears when work has been a huge part of your life. Focus on what you have and enjoy your time now that it's yours. Sounds like you were smart and better prepared than some. I could have been much better prepared with a few more years but it turns out I was better prepared than I thought. Its been good to have a paid off house.
If it wasn't for $2000/month in medical premiums and lots of medical bills on top we would have got by even better. Look into medishare and those types of plans if your relatively healthy. Don't underestimate your value or your skills. You know some useful stuff and could find something you enjoy more. Best of luck.
Bb
