well as an update, i've been looking for a job for the past couple months in the same field and being very picky. i was prepared to call it quits rather than take another soul crusher. so in the past week i have gotten 3 offers for jobs that don't suck. when it rains it pours and i feel lucky and blessed. i accepted the best one so i will be getting laid off next thursday from Job A and starting Job B on 5 apr. couple of weeks to get some stuff done around here will be nice. hopefully the weather is good. so it looks like i will be putting off retirement for a few more years.
