Get past that pity party you’re throwing for yourself. Stand up, man up, straighten up and for your sake GROW UP! Everyone’s been there but few stay there. Sounds like a lot of immaturity and lack of self confidence.
Immaturity...sure....lack of self confidence...let me tell ya if I didnt grow morals some phuggin where along the line id be phuggin em both right now. And to be honest if it was anyone else I would be. For some reason I put these on a pedestal and wont.