You sound like a 9 year old girl on Mountain Dew because of the way you flit back and forth between multiple subjects in the same paragraph. Could also be a 9 year old boy, if you prefer.

Thanks for the Freshman Pysch diagnosis of my issues. I'll take it under advice and rush straight out to see my shrink.

If you really want to try a stock, call Manners and order one of their in-stock stocks, or www.stockystocks.com has SL stocks available as well.

Best thing to do is post less, read more. Quite a bit of the info you are looking for is available in this very thread.