It's your Imagination,Pretend it to be whatever you wish...if only because that's as close as you'll ever get. Congratulations?!?
Do not "forget",that Imitation is THE most Sincere form of Flattery,as you wax eloquent upon your very WELL founded Insecurities. PLEASE "tell" me more.
LAUGHING!
Bless your heart for trying though.
Hint....................