I am so incredibly sorry to hear this news. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I can’t imagine it.

My wife is a grief counselor. Please consider finding one for you and your family. What you all are dealing with is terrible and it might truly help.

You sound like an awesome Dad by the way. Try not to hold on to any guilt about what happened.

"Successful is leaving something in better shape than you inherited it in. Keep that in mind, son." Dad