A close friend and co-worker had this experience several years ago. Same age. I couldn’t wrap my head around it then as I can’t now.
Despite that experience, 10 minutes of a blinking cursor is evidence that I cannot come up with the words to express the sadness that I feel for you.
Trying to make sense of it will never provide the intended result. One day at a time, brother. Your family needs you. God bless you and yours in this troubled time.
Respectfully, Ray F.
“When debate is lost, slander becomes the tool of the loser.” - Socrates
