Seems to me that a cop with 30 years under his belt, working at a school, was thinking "gravy train" until retirement.
Another sickening phase is swaggering around basking in the awards accolades while deep inside his guts he knew he was a coward.
As has been said, work at the library, Veterans Hall, Hospice, old folks homes, staying put when you know you will fail, is a huge selfish, uncaring, liability, look what it cost the kids...................................................
