You could almost provide your own Avatar. ALMOST. Congratulations?!?
Bless your heart for WHINING,about wares beyond your means,in locations you can't afford to get to.
Hint.
LAUGHING!..................
Brad says: "Can't fault Rick for his pity letting you back on the fire... but pity it was and remains. Nothing more, nothing less. A sad little man in a sad little dream."