It isn't like you are going to get off your kchunt and "use" wares you can't afford. Congratulations?!?
I rather enjoy,how you can "justify" "living" vicariously to yourself...you "lucky" kchunt.
Bless your heart for WHINING.
Hint.
Laughing!................
Brad says: "Can't fault Rick for his pity letting you back on the fire... but pity it was and remains. Nothing more, nothing less. A sad little man in a sad little dream."